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A glimpse into me
Something I wrote which through the encouragment and strength of a friend I find the strength to share this.
A.L.
There are some things I need to say
Things that even today,I can't materialize
See the tears fall from my eyes
You did this to my sanity
What a glorious calamity
I used to be something great to see
I hate you now
You wonder how
The same way you tore me down
The way you lead me around
I was blinded and I couldn't see
That you really never loved me
All those times I held you near
All the times you took away my fear
Can't shake the thoughts of you in my mind
How could you be so unkind
To someone who loved you so much
Someone who lived for your touch
Chemical dependency, I'm relying on a fu cking drug
I never thought that I'd be this far down the road
That I'd have to blow my load
To make me feel alright
To get me through the night
I know I'm more than this
But I don't want to fight
I feel so weak, can't let go
Things are so bleak I can't say no
It's been one fu cking week; I don't feel better yet
Got the shakes, headaches and my sheets are stained with sweat
I'm a shadow of my former self
Placed upon a shelf
Alongside my waning health
I try my best to hide what I feel
Maybe we can both come to deal
And pretend what is, and isn't real
Perhaps this is or isn't what you think it is about. Feel free to ask about it or take from it what you will. Everyone is entitled to their own interpretation. Thank you Shane for helping share this with others. :)
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so must be nice to have less responsibility! I haven't been up to much just hanging out w/my son and friends and boyfriend! I am glad ur gonna be able to learn something new at your job! I love learning that is why I went back to school!
Sara07:30 PM CST