~WELL I NEVER DO A BLOG BUT I GUESS I WILL...I JSUT STARTED A NEW JOB AND I WORK DOWNTOWN HOUSTON...I WORK ON A COMUTER IN AN OFFICE...WAY LONG WAY UP FROM WALMART...THATS WHERE I HAVE BEEN WORKING...WELL ITS A REALLY GOOD JOB AND IM FINALLY MAKEING SOME MONEY...I DONT THINK I HAVE EVER BEEN HAPPIER...STILL SINGLE HAVE BEEN FOR ABOUT 3 YEARS NOW...MEH NOT REALLY LOOKING FATE WILL BRING HIMJ TO ME...IM DOING TO WELL IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW TO WORRY ABOUT IT...MY MOMS NOT DOING TO WELL THOUGH...SHE HAD STENTS PUT IN HER LEGS...THEY WERE DIEING...ONE OF THE BLOCKAGES WENT TO HER HEART IB THE HOSPITAL SO THEY HAD TO PUT AN EMERGENCY STENT IN HER HEART...****IN DIABETIES...THE DOC SAID SHE HAD BEEN SITTING AT HOME AND HAVING HEART ATTACKS AND HER LEGS WERE DIEING...SHE STILL DONT GET UP AND DO ANYTHING JUST WORLD OF WARCRAFT ALL DAY...THEY WONT DO ANOTHER SUGURY TILL SHE BUILDS MUSCLE MASS IN HER LEGS AND SHE WONT MAKE A DOC APPT FOR A ECHO CARTIOGRAM TO SEE IF SHE NEEDS A PACEMAKER...I BEEN TAKING CARE OF HER MY WHOLE LIFE SHE JSUT DONT WANT TO GET BETTER...MY DAD JSUT GOT A SECOND STENT IN HIS HEART HIS DIABETIES IS DOING GOOD THOUHG...HE WONT TELL ME HOW THE HEPATITICE C IS DOING THOUGH...IM AT MY AUNTS THIS WEEKEND HELPING HER OUT SHE JUST HAD SUGURY ON HER SHOLDER AND IS OUT OF WORK AND THE LAWYERS ARE FUKING HER AROUND SHES HAS NOTHING...NO MONEY THEY WONT GIVE HER HER PENTION WONT LET HGER GO BACK TO WORK NO MONEY FOR FOOD SO I LENT HER SOME MONEY...SHE NEEDS IT MORE THEN I DO...WELL ALL THIS HAPPEND IN ABOUT LESS THEN A MONTH LIKE WITHIN A WEEK OF EACHOTHER AND WHILE THEY WERE ALL IN THE HOSPITAL MY CUZIN GOT KILLED IN A CAR ACCADENT AND HER MOM HAD A HEART ATTACK...SHE WAS ON HER WAY TO PICK UP HER KIDS FROM SCHOOL LESS THEN A BLOCK AWAY AND GOT HIT DEAD ON BY A SIMI AND DIED...I COULDENT BRING MYSELF TO GO TO THE FUNERAL WERE PLANING TO GO SEE THEM TODAY...MY BRO JSUT GRAD FROM COLLATGE SUMTHING FOR COMPUTERS AND TURNED DOWN 3 REALLY GOOD JOBS B ECAUSE HE HAS TO TRAVLE 6 MONTHS OUT OF THE YEAR...HE 22 AND READY TO SETTLE DOWN AFTER THE ARMY PAID HIM TO GO TO COLLAGE AND PAID FOR HIS SCHOOLING...LAME RIGHT...WELL THATS ONLY A FOURTH O0F WHATS HAPPEN ED THIS Y6EAR THIS THING IS TO LONG AS IT IS...I DOUGHT ANYONE WILL SIT AND READ THE WHOLE TYHING BUT I NEEDED TRO GET IT OUT I DONT SHARE ANYTHING WITH ANYONE SO ITS ALL BEEN EATING ME UP INSIDE...PEACE FOR NOW...~

~P.S. NIRVANA ROCK~

~GrunGy~

~a.k.a.

~Ashleigh~

~HIGH...NO BUT I WISH I WAS~